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i fucking . woke up at 9:40 today...friYay... ugh. its def not normal to be upset about waking up past 7am. but it makes me feel like im doing nothing. well. what else do i do But nothing. nevermind. 2 gigs this weekend...atleast i think ill be going to both. tomorrow with oliver and addison? and then sunday with them again maybe.

ok i deleted what the original 2nd paragraph said. im fucking tweaking right now. i had to leave work early today because i almost passed out and i was super freaked. but salem is here 2nite. and i was already super pissed,forwhat reason. i do not know. im just losing my mind . i willsoon just die. thats how ifeel.zovd avtvyyvd iba pm zhslt zslwlvcly ovd dpss hkkpzvu. nv 3 ovbyz aolyl huk ihjr. zv p qbza dpss uva il hisl av nv...zv qbza mbjr tl p nblzz. pt zv zlsmpzo iba p qbzakvua jhyl. p qbza dhua av ohcl mbu huk zavw ilpun sprl aopz. thfil ypnoa uvd pt mllspun sprl ilpun pu h ylshapvuzopw pz uva mvy tl huk avv zaylzzmbs. anyway. L showed methis band. nekrogoblikon...and rn their first album is keeping me sane. imlol. sev just smoke ur stupid weed and shut the fuck up. stop thinking. i just want to stop thinking

okay. something actually positive for me. ive been playing fallout 2 again because ofc yasd. i fucking Love classic fallout. like ohmygod my dick is hard. sorrynotsorry yesnoyes. i want to replay le first after i finish 2. because..im ashamed and i wish i didnt but i basically used a walkthru to play 1 the first time. like...im sorry i dont wana do that this time and i think its been long enough i wont remember things. anyway. IDK. i love 2 so far and for some reason im like..so attached to the idea of new reno in my head and i havent even been there yet in game. i just think about it...often... Ugh. i cant stop being bothered by evil thoughts. like let me type about fallout fuckofffuckoffffff....... i might want to be done for now.