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i already wrote this but then my dumbass forgot to copy and paste it somewhere else before . deleting it and remaking this . because before it was downloading as a a file instead of opening the blog post. anyways. Hi, im dogfood. or dog, or whatever. only like 1 person will see this im predicting...with my brain. Hi Salem. i love you. ok maybe a few others will see. i have no clue what to say, i need to call my bank about getting a new debit card, i have not. yet... i also need to change my address because its still pine. fuck. umm...but on a better note..tonight i will be going to a show at seward..my favorite. i havent been to a gig in like a month, maybe over a month. it fucking sucks i feel like i am not myself. but im very excited....ive felt dead recently. after coming back from salems its been evil. i miss being there, when i was on the bus back it was fine until we got back into the city then it was instant dread. and i was greeted by it Pouring rain. ive been irritated w addison aswell, and seeing dan after everything was so strange. talking with his mom and rick. i miss things being normal. i dont even know what that means. ella spoke to me about moving in together again, applying for the housing her sister has. i really just want to get out of this fucking house. i want to move in w salem eventually ofc, but right now getting out is so important to me. before i just. blehg. first i need money. fuck dairy queen . TBH